I will not follow those who promote hate, racism, animal cruelty, and homophobia.
“But I am free.”
I want to be one of those people who are positive all the time. I want to be strong for my friends and family. I want to be absolutely beautiful and dress nice everyday. I want to be a bit thinner, workout everyday, be healthy, eat healthy and stick to it. I want to have my best friend by my side and back into my life. I want friends, I want a boyfriend and I want a nice loving family who supports me through anything. I want to have awesome grades in school. Also, I want to get rid of this depression and suicidal thoughts forever. I want to be strong. That would be a perfect life to be honest for me. :/
I have never felt so given up on in my entire life. god this hurts.
Then why isn’t anyone there for me when I need them if they don’t want to see anything bad happening to me. I literally watched my best friend walk out of my life and others just dislike me. I’m just so hurt. :(